why some people don't deserve expensive jewelry

shit, did i chip this diamond? in two places? they are not, contrary to de beers, forever. and they do break, especially if there are inclusions or thin girdles that make the stone particularly vulnerable when struck against a piece of furniture.

i keep telling myself it isn't my fault. maybe i did hit the ring against the desk, but why is it chipped in two, possibly three, different places? how could one little person do so much damage? i hate you diamond.